tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2019866385225921010.post3946413339892398559..comments2012-03-18T23:34:59.668-07:00Comments on Bipolar Angel Of L.A.: I Hate My @#$%@#%% Life!Yeah, Me.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07950206539586508246noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2019866385225921010.post-49418184280110075372011-04-21T19:30:44.333-07:002011-04-21T19:30:44.333-07:00OH hon, I am so glad to hear from u! We gotta stic...OH hon, I am so glad to hear from u! We gotta stick together! I am sorry to hear u had to hospitalized. I was hospitalized back a few years back in Cedar Sinai Hospital psych ward. Did not help me one bit. In fact, I got worse. I totally freak out when they take my freedom away, even for a little while. I was there 4 days, and every time the doctor came on his rounds, I begged him to let me out. They did have good food there though! <br /><br />Another time I was taken by a couple of therapists from my mental health clinic to this holding psych war in another hospital. I started yelling and carrying on and crying as soon as they took my purse and keys and phone away. They let me go after a few hours after I settled down. <br /><br />And yeah I have heard stories about Italian men too. About how they have at least 2 women going at one time. Hell, their prime minister Bergulosi or however u spell it is in trouble now for hiring a 17 year old hooker for his parties and then using his power to get her out of jail when she got arrested for shop lifting or whatever it was. <br /><br />I liked Nico a lot though. He was funny and kind and sweet. I don't like most men. I run in the other direction when they came at me. I haven't dated anyone in 2 yrs. A few times I went out to meet on a coffee date with guys I met on Tagged.com, but I was never attracted to any of them one bit. If anything, I felt revolted by them. My skin would crawl when they would put their hand on me. Ugh! Honey, u can have men!!!!!!Yeah, Me.https://www.blogger.com/profile/07950206539586508246noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2019866385225921010.post-85925225234557723722011-04-21T19:02:34.865-07:002011-04-21T19:02:34.865-07:00A year...but I am still here. I am happy to know y...A year...but I am still here. I am happy to know you are alive, but I am sad to know that you are depressed and suicidal (gurl, I've been there)... <br /><br />My grandmother once told me that Italian men are GOOD Lovers, but BETTER LIARS. <br />Screw him, and screw all men who cheat. Bastards. <br /><br />Don't get down on your age. 52 is an amazing age. You have a lot of wisdom and creativity. <br /><br />I was in the psych hospital a couple times since I last talked to you. Meds don't work for me either. They make things worse. My doctors would freak if they found out that I don't take them. <br /><br />I wish I had the answer you (and I) are looking for. Maybe the answer is Love. <br /><br />I was watching Oprah today, and she had her best friend Gayle on. The whole episode was devoted to people and their best friend. <br />To my dismay, I started crying so hard. You see... I have never had a friend. Not a true friend. Everyone I have ever know has either betrayed me, or hurt me in some matter.<br /><br />I would give anything to have a true brest friend. A boyfriend who loves me for me. But we live in HELL. This world is HELL. <br />People only care about <br />1. Money<br />2. Sex<br />3. Fame<br /><br />I pray to God that he helps me and you. Because, we are good people who deserve happiness. <br /><br />Love you girl.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com