Wednesday, May 7, 2008

How To Be Bipolar In LA

WELL FINALLY !!!!!!!!! whew u made it. it was a lot of work for me....if u read my blog backwards, i realized, u can see how i used creativity and hard work to make myself feel better and bring myself up out of depression.........i think i am part psychic or something....u can call it the way u want to....i have decided that judging others is not my job nor should it be others.....i tried to explain that to my ill friends tonight...how u have to move on and leave all the shit that drove u crazy behind u....it has been a hard road for me....and i know i am not the greatest writer in  the world or the greatest artist...i can't explain how i feel  still stunted inside..how i haven't reached higher yet to fully grasp what it is i am supposed to be... i will try to learn mathematics if i can find someone that is patient enough...it is like greek  to me....it makes my head hurt and i always get the calculations wrong.....i want to be einstein isaac newton smart.....cuz why everyone?????????

if mj could turn prisoners around with his songs, he has done a lot....





that's right! i have a big braaaaaaaaaaaaainnnnnnnnn! ahhahahahhahahah but u have to keep a sense of humor about it.....peace out, world! angel....xxx
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9 comments:

  1. Yeah, Me.May 8, 2008 at 12:03 PM

    Artists Welcome!

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  2. normal?May 12, 2008 at 10:46 AM

    i read your blog.

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    1. Yeah, Me.March 18, 2012 at 5:34 AM

      read it again my dear! and get back to me if this is real. this is hard to keep up with leave me a secret message somehow on fb

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  3. Yeah, Me.May 13, 2008 at 11:23 PM

    Thanks for reading it, R!

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  4. Marlene M.May 15, 2008 at 5:11 PM

    What an insightful look at the challenges faced by many in our town. Thank you for taking your private perspective and moments to present a comprehensive picture of struggle and even hope. How much more can be discovered of strength, courage, solutions, friendship. Expect a miracle, the squeaky wheel gets the grease. Peace and Blessings - MM

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  5. Yeah, Me.May 15, 2008 at 11:12 PM

    Thank you MM, for your kind comments! It's nice to know that there are people out there that care!

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  6. axiomMay 28, 2008 at 9:19 AM

    What an interesting Blog
    I quite enjoy your literary style

    Thank you for this lucid explanation of your illness. Sincerely hope your medications and internal reflections lead to some kind of mental peace.

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  7. Yeah, Me.May 28, 2008 at 5:57 PM

    Thanks so much! One of my therapists once remarked that I had alot of insight into my illness.

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  8. axiomJune 9, 2008 at 5:04 PM

    Paul Says :

    you,ve revealed your name in your Blog and I cant find it you should vist this forum

    http://ourbipolar.com/Forums/

    jope your doing ok ive been quite busy Ciao I'll guess Sandra

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