Monday, October 3, 2011

Happy Autumn.....God is Good...

Bad day today........fuck they multiply.....build one on top of the other......stacked to Heaven..........I feel so friggin depressed. Scared. don't know what's gonna happen to me. Sick from fear and depression. Tired all the time.....have to smoke to feel better......feel physically illlllllllllllllll   yeah all the time....I feel myself sinking for sure...I feel so hopeless.....reclusive...black cloud covering me ....horrible..........bad dreams....so sad. I just want to be normal and happy.