Saturday, November 26, 2011

Angel out...

I have been going through a lot in the past few months, and have let this depression that is killing me slowly to take over. I am aging a lot...I look a lot different now...time is written on my face and in my heart....
Just gotta say that I have so many esoteric messages..I try to time stamp them or get witnesses to see what I am seeing.....things happen for me, and I know I am getting messages from another plane of existence. Believe me, I question it is real too, so that is why I try to get witnesses. I need an assistant now, Lord. Someone to help me. I am ill and need healing by YOU....I want to finish my blog up and get it out to every one. that there is life out there we can communicate with. That we can control our thoughts for the good of mankind....take yoga classed, commune with nature, be artistic and creative in every thing u do....love one another....take care of one another. we are all special in the EYES of GOD......he views the world through us all....we are his nerve cells......ask rheinold bonnke....i forget his name. but someone told him that jesus lives in ur heart but sometimes needs to look out the windows of ur eyes.....
anyway, back later....it is very tiring to feel like this.....i am fading fast.....

Oh and thank u Father for the beautiful sunset for me the other night....I got my neighbor Steve to witness it, though it was dissipating by the time he say it.....
I saw it all..drank it in......it had been raining all day and I had stayed in bed all day, depressed....I go out into the hallway to take the kitties for a run, and caught the most magnificent sunset i have witnessed in ages......boiling rain clouds in the distance, over the ocean...2 groups of birds, wheeling at different heights in the distance....sun beams blazing out between a rift in the grey clouds....so beautiful....

and way off in the distance...heading almost directly into the sun beams and what looks like HEAVEN to me, an arrow >>>>>>>>> of birds flew western ward into the crack....awesome!!! It was very 3 dimensional too.....very esoteric looking.....like it was a message for me....and when i get back online, i see immediately a photo of jim morrison on my news feed, and he had a message for me....date and time stamped.....i need a new computer Dear Lord, and an assistant to clean and be a friend and be trusted by me....oh, as i was saying. I had been chatting about Jim Morrison, and how I liked his music so much, and had added videos.....so, I see the awesome sunset, then I come back and see jim's message....see I need someone to take this down as I say it....so it will be in real time....I will try and write more later and get caught up.....

feb 27

this is me later on...like month later i guess i don't know. i have lost time of things....i just wanna add that i found this video by eurythmics a couple of days ago...thought it was strange how in the lyrics she is singing about elvis presley and his praise songs.....i have talked a few times on my fb page about how elvis was at the root of rock and roll with his black gospel praise songs....elvis helped start a revolution....

and seeing i keep saying i am bi polar angel....i was kinda intrigued by this video....how i feel it all.....honestly, i really don't know where i get all of this....i clearly need to sort out my feelings, but i do hear stuff and it IS real.

today i was reading an article on fb about how LA is surpassing Chicago as being a politically corrupt place.. about two beats after i read the word Chicago, i heard the word Chicago....normally, when i hear synchronized words and sounds, it is at the exact same time....just a curious thing i go through......don't know why i do, but i do....end of story.....no apologies to anyone for that....i am being true to myself....
never heard this song before..i think many artists tap into the same creative flow.....we all drink from the same reflective well.....