i think i am drug resistant. i have been on so many through the years, and so many different combinations.....i just gave it all up and hope i can heal myself with god's love and my sheer will.....
i can be laughing and dancing one min, and hear something sad, and get depressed.....it is like my feelings are tied up all the time with my thoughts. my whole body is affected by what is going on in my head.
the whole mind body thingy with me is off....
get so tired and miserable and feel like giving up
it is a battle that never ends, and no one but my other friends that have bipolar can understand
