i am so happy today...i finally to get out my message that has been driving me for 4 yrs to write this blog...
even if none of it comes true and i am delusional, i am happy to create it. i am me and that is all. i have much shyness and will continue to hide behind my keyboard, not going out it i can help it....hahhaha
no i am gonna get well....yeah
u can think i am crazy and i don't care. it hurts if u think that though. but that is ur problem, not mine!