Monday, December 29, 2008
I just wanted to add that I feel suicidal right now. I think a lot about cutting my wrists or throat, or hanging myself. Taking pills. No one should have to feel this way on the holidays. I pray to God every night to just let me die in my sleep. Depression crushes the life out of me. It's 8pm, and I'm going to bed, because I can't stand being alone all of the time. It's brutal.