Friday, August 7, 2009


I just want to put down how awful i feel. how sad and alone and depressed and miserable. how much i hate life. how i want to die. how i can't leave my apt or look for a job or go out on a date. i don't want to live. it is unbearable living like this. it is not a life. it is pure pain.


  1. gurl, I am in the same boat as you. Just remember that this hell hole planet is just a short learning expierence for us.

    I spent the day crying on and off.

    Listen to music, eat chocolate, and drink TEA!



  2. did you just read my thoughts? yes, it does suck. i'd rather be dead than so alone and depressed. kill me please.

  3. wow someone actually reads my blog! i am amazed! i didn't even know anyone knows about it! thanks for ur input my friends!