Hi! I'm coming to you from the City of Angels, Los Angeles. I would like my bipolar readers to leave me comments on how you deal with this disease. I would also like to make friends along the way. Artists welcome!
i can be a space case or dreamer, not sure which sometimes~
Friday, September 16, 2011
Hormones gone wacko....
I just turned 52, and I suppose I have been going through menopause for about 10 yrs now. Or peri~menopause, to be exact. Now I have PMS and depression every month. And have heavy periods. My doc said I could either have a hysterectomy, or just wait til I go into full menopause. I never feel good ever. And I get so moody before my cycle...I just feel awful and think bad thoughts.....feel ill all over. Been self medicating a lot to ease the pain, but conversely, when I smoke, it makes me more depressed. Or more hopeless. I smoke to alleviate pain and sadness, but get more sad but also not so in pain. It is hard to say.....I just want happiness in my life, and I have given up.....
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