Oh I See, Not Real Then????????

Steve u will read this or I will die trying.........I have realized from looking at all of my stuff on my pages, that I have to be creative or die.................bipolar disorder is pain amplified.........plz know i am not wellllll.......please don't stalk me....i am lonely girl.....i am afraid.....go lakers.......spend some of that money from the parade to feed people----i just wanna know if this is real.......