Thank God This Isn't Real After All

I was afraid I was being for real being called for a mission, but since I have not heard anything from Steve, I realize that this is all in my head.....maybe Joan of Arc was bipolar.....getting messages from God........thank u God, for letting me realize this is not reality....i feel asleep for a couple of hours and woke up and couldn't tell what was what.....I still get esoteric messages though.....